By em/mett Tear out my heartleave me with nothing but the memoriesand nightmaresof you I will no longerexcuse your actionsor call you adamaged soul I am grown updrinking seven cups of coffeesmoking a pack a daysmothering myselfin words and paint You will always be a damaged soul,of course,but that will no longer keep me awakefor…

By em/mett Fear fear fearEating me aliveI’€™ll never be whole againI’€™ve never been empty thoughAnd I refuse to beHow could I beWith all that life isAnd all that the universe isn’tWill never beNever wasCannotShouldnotWillnotWouldnotWillnotWhynotWhatnotHownotCosmo-notTraveling the galaxies lookingFor a better version of meAnd a worse version of youI’€™ll never find themThey don’€™t exist hereAnd they neverwillNevermoreHowevermoreFurthermoreSuffering…